reterence:

The odds are that we will probably be alright

fovelshucker:

when i showed up to lunch today a ton my really close friends ran up to me and gave me this basket. its got a bunch of stuffed animals in it, old pokemon games, a bajillion kitkats, and a few notes they wrote that made me cry because of how much their words meant to me
no ones ever done something like this for me before and it was a complete surprise. they said to expect more things this week. im actually crying right now about it haha
i love my friends with all my heart but have always been afraid they didnt love me back, but now i know that they do. in fact they love me more than i ever imagined
this is the best thing to ever to happen to me. i love my friends so much i love them beyond words can describe. i just hope one day i can return the favor and make them as happy as i am right now

fovelshucker:

when i showed up to lunch today a ton my really close friends ran up to me and gave me this basket. its got a bunch of stuffed animals in it, old pokemon games, a bajillion kitkats, and a few notes they wrote that made me cry because of how much their words meant to me

no ones ever done something like this for me before and it was a complete surprise. they said to expect more things this week. im actually crying right now about it haha

i love my friends with all my heart but have always been afraid they didnt love me back, but now i know that they do. in fact they love me more than i ever imagined

this is the best thing to ever to happen to me. i love my friends so much i love them beyond words can describe. i just hope one day i can return the favor and make them as happy as i am right now

emmyc:


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emmyc:

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i hope i can still blog and play pokemon from the crisis unit at the hospital because thats probably where ill end up within a week yeehaw………………………………

i suddenly feel really bad about myself but whatever

im writing pages and bios for my favorite pokemon in my game and yeah its pretty supid its actually really really stupid but it distracts me from other things and i cant bring myself to delete all the stuff i wrote so i put it on my main im just nervous people will make fun of me for it

if i dont take my medicine i

  • dont feel emotions
  • feel like im stuck in a hole
  • cant focus
  • feel like just giving up

if i do take my medicine i

  • start feeling things
  • have the motivation to take care of myself
  • am able to pay attention
  • can last another day

its pretty pathetic honestly

my vyvanse just kicked in im fine ill be alright for today

i fell into a hole again and its too deep i cant get out haha